1. |
B-Trade
03:13
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I'm through being your waste of time,
You value yours but you don't value mine
Your going to pay for this I'm sure,
Treating me like an emotional whore.
You're used to getting your way,
There wasn't much that I could say,
To ever try to change your mind,
Now I know how much I hate your kind.
Hate: destroys all the people that we don't know.
Envy: cause they have it and they like to let it show.
Death's the only answer to all our differences.
The ones you should watch out for are the ones we call friends.
Love: is the thing that destroys minds,
Trying hard to fit in with others of our kind,
What does it matter when we're at our end,
The ones who stab us in the back are who we called friends.
Trust is an earned right,
There's no faith in me tonight.
I rather sit and contemplate,
On how to unleash all my restrained hate.
You assume that you'll always win,
And you blame my failures on sin,
But you never knew how wrong you were,
And how I'd have rather been with her.
Hate: destroys all the people that we don't know.
Envy: cause they have it and they like to let it show.
Death's the only answer to all our differences.
The ones you should watch out for are the ones we call friends.
Love: is the thing that destroys minds,
Trying hard to fit in with others of our kind,
What does it matter when we're at our end,
The ones who stab us in the back are who we called friends.
Hate: destroys all the people that we don't know.
Envy: cause they have it and they like to let it show.
Death's the only answer to all our differences.
The ones you should watch out for are the ones we call friends.
Love: is the thing that destroys minds,
Trying hard to fit in with others of our kind,
What does it matter when we're at our end,
The ones who stab us in the back are who we called friends.
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2. |
It Isn't My Fault
02:48
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Please don't hate me.
You should just blame my parents.
They caused all that's wrong with me.
My mind's so gone,
But you should know by now that,
Your getting exactly what you see.
Don't blame me, It's MTV.
It causes my insanity.
Feel my pain, Feel my touch,
Just sit still, this wont hurt you much.
I didn't mean to,
cut off her circulation.
I thought she wanted me on top.
I wish she would,
make things a little more clearly.
I guess that's why she said to stop.
Don't blame me, It's MTV.
It causes my insanity.
Feel my pain, feel my touch.
Just sit still, this wont hurt you much.
I don't know why,
This should affect you so much.
It's not like you were here for me.
I would like to,
Take back all the bad things,
but then there would be nothing.
Don't blame me, It's MTV,
It causes my insanity.
Don't leave me, It's my TV.
If it was you I wouldn't leave.
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3. |
Godless
02:58
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Fear in doubt, left behind.
Left because I'm not your kind.
Arousing hate by my looks,
Your innocence was all I took.
Ignorance, binding me.
Saying things you could not see.
Cloud your hate, Cloud your mind,
Common sense you just can't find!
Want to rule over others?
Then you best become a priest.
But you better stay away,
Don't ever fucking preach to me!
I don't take well to those who try,
To pose judgment on other's lives.
You want to maintain some control,
To fill your brains vacant hole.
Fuck your bullshit,
Fuck your protests,
Fuck your sermons,
Fuck your zealots,
Fuck your status,
Fuck your preachings,
Fuck your ego,
Fuck your "teachings"
Fuck your bullshit,
Fuck your protests,
Fuck your sermons,
Fuck your zealots,
Fuck your status,
Fuck your preachings,
Fuck your ego,
Fuck your "teachings"
And you say, I'll go to hell.
Cause my mind just isn't well.
Don't think the things, that I do,
No matter what hell I've been through.
I know that you want me to,
become as mindlessly blank as you.
Spread your thoughts through the word,
To create a senseless herd.
Fuck your bullshit,
Fuck your protests,
Fuck your sermons,
Fuck your zealots,
Fuck your status,
Fuck your preachings,
Fuck your ego,
Fuck your "teachings"
Fuck your leaders,
Fuck your bibles,
Fuck your rules,
Fuck your students,
Fuck your icons,
Fuck your ideas,
Fuck your hatred,
Fuck your prudence,
Fuck your prayers,
Fuck your servants,
Fuck your crosses,
Fuck your weapons,
Fuck your masses,
Fuck your preachings,
Fuck your gods,
Fuck your "teachings"
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4. |
I Try
03:26
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It's True.
I'd hate to admit it, but it's true.
My thoughts are always just of you.
I cant break free, I can't break through,
When's it going to be over for me?
When will I finally see,
That you don't want to be,
Anywhere that I'm going to be?
I try to live just for today,
But You say that today is over.
I try to keep my life one way,
But I'm outdated and won't grow closer.
I try to live just for today,
But You say that today is over.
I try to keep my life one way,
But I'm outdated and won't grow closer.
I'm screwed.
Deep down I know that I am screwed,
And there is nothing I can do,
To make it that you won't argue.
When's it going to be over for me?
When will I finally see?
When will I just let you be?
When will I set myself free?
I try to live just for today,
But You say that today is over.
I try to keep my life one way,
But I'm outdated and won't grow closer.
I try to live just for today,
But You say that today is over.
I try to keep my life one way,
But I'm outdated and won't grow closer.
I try.
I try.
I try.
That's it.
I don't need to take this shit.
And before you throw a fit,
I think it is time to split.
It's finally over for me.
It took me too long to see,
How you do everything pathetically.
You are of no use to me!
Now I can live for today,
Your bullshit days are over.
I can keep my life one way,
Any thoughts of you have gone colder.
Now I can live for today,
Your bullshit days are over.
I can keep my life one way,
Any thoughts of you have gone colder.
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5. |
Dead Weight
03:42
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Feeling dead over time.
Stealing the life this time.
Dealing with unkempt minds.
You take what's rightfully mine.
There's no excuse for what you've done!
There's no excuse for what you've done!
Purged for your definition of Fun !
Purged for your definition of Fun !
Hate is what breeds.
Killing to feed.
Risking the greed.
Feeding the Need.
Fucked over the line.
Fetid and socially blind.
Ended like the other swine.
You ferment before your time.
There's no excuse for what you've become!
There's no excuse for what you've become!
Exiled your brain, your useless and dumb!
Purged of your brain you're useless and dumb!
Hate is what breeds.
Killing to feed.
Risking the greed.
Feeding the Need.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is nothing new.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is what I'm going to do.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is nothing new.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is what I'm going to do.
Inspired by those who did their time.
Your ideas are rightfully mine.
Theirs no use to try to hide.
You've been fucked over the line.
There's no excuse for what you've done!
There's no excuse for what you've become!
Purged for your definition of Fun!
Purged of your brain you're useless and dumb!
Hate is what breeds.
Killing to feed.
Risking the greed.
Feeding the Need.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is nothing new.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is what I'm going to do.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is nothing new.
It's ok if you see that what you've done is what I'm going to do to you!
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6. |
The End Of You Is Me
02:09
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How did I put up with all of your shit?
The doctors say that I am mentally unfit.
They didn't see the torture that you put me through.
If they would've, they'd be incarcerating you.
You thought you'd get away,
The end of you is me.
You better hope and pray,
The end of you is me.
Mirrors wont hide your face,
The end of you is me.
I'm killing you today.
The end of you is me.
You ruined my whole life, how did I stay with you?
To think I once enjoyed walking inside your shoes.
I knew you'd get them to think that it's all my fault.
You'll lay to waste someday, for being who you're not.
I'm getting my revenge,
The end of you is me.
I'll destroy all of your friends,
The end of you is me.
Soon will come your end,
The end of you is me.
You have no way to defend,
The end of you is me.
I may not be the perfect little specimen.
But without me, you would never be a man.
You could never live without me at your side.
I'm not afraid of you, I'm not going to hide.
I'll stand right here and wait,
The end of me is you.
Your mind's clouded with hate,
The end of me is you.
I'll never be afraid,
The end of me is you.
Your actions come too late,
The end of me is you.
Never in my life, did I see you so upset.
You always obsessed over things you could not get.
If you think by killing me, this all will end for you,
Then you are wrong because our unity is true.
Go ahead and kill me,
The end of me is you.
End it all so selfishly,
The end of me is you.
Terminate every thing,
The end of me is you.
The end of you is me and
The end of me is you.
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7. |
Omnipotent
03:17
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I tried to learn,
To love, to live, to hate.
I wanted peace,
From those who lacerate.
Solitude was all,
that I could ever want.
But they wouldn't leave,
they seemed to want to haunt.
I was your pawn,
I was the one you controlled.
No one could ever
have once fore told,
that I’d be the one
to stand up to you.
I am the enemy that
you never knew.
Your only goals,
to lie, to loathe, to kill.
You could destroy,
my mind and soul at will.
I'll never heal.
Your punishment was just too much.
I only knew,
the pain that came from your touch.
I was your slave.
I did everything that you asked.
Only because,
I was afraid of my past.
I knew that you
would never approve,
Of the independent
minded things I used to do.
Eradicate me, Annihilate me,
Just try to kill me, I know you Hate me,
Stomp on and Beat me, You wont defeat me,
Hit and deploy me, All you'll do is fucking annoy me!
I was your pawn,
I was the one you controlled.
No one could ever
have once fore told,
that I’d be the one
to stand up to you.
I am the enemy that
you never knew.
I am your god,
I am now in control.
No one could ever
have once fore told.
That I'd be the one,
to rule over you.
I am the deity that
you never knew.
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8. |
Evil
02:51
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I helped you out, out of your mind.
You thought me stupid, You thought me blind.
I'll leave today, walk out the door.
But next time you'll be laid out on the floor.
This is the end of all your pain,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is Last time I'll hear your name,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
The worst thing I would ever do,
Was to put any trust in you.
I never thought you would lie to me,
Now I just want to make you bleed.
This is the end of all your pain,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I'll hear your name,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I'll play your games,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
This is the last time I'll see your face,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
You never thought, that I could be,
So angry, evil and mean.
But I'm sure, I'm gonna be,
the last thing that you ever see
This is the end of all your pain,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I hear your name,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I play your games,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
This is the last time I see your face,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
I probably won't get over you,
But there is something else I rather do.
I'll make you scream, I'll make you run,
I'll make you bleed, I'll make you cum,
I will not stop until your face turns blue.
This is the end of all your pain,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I'll hear your name,
Since I decided I should be Evil today.
This is the last time I'll play your games,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
This is the last time I'll see your face,
Since I decided I should be Evil Today.
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9. |
Why?!
03:12
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What was on my mind
You took every single time.
I've got nothing left,
cause its what I had,
and that's what you left me with.
True, it was all my fault,
but still You just were not,
what I thought you were, which was honest,
or with any qualities that seemed redeemable.
Why you fucked everything I had?
I could never understand.
And why you destroyed me every day?
That was the only way?
What was wrong within your head?
I would never understand.
And why you were such a bitch each day?
If only you would say.
Communicate is what you never did.
So dumb, you wasted so much time.
I hated how you were,
and how you always had to make some new excuses.
Why did you let it get like this?
All the stuff you said I missed,
Except for one and that was when,
you said how much you loved me.
Why you fucked everything I had?
I could never understand.
And why you destroyed me every day?
That was the only way?
What was wrong within your head?
I would never understand.
And why you were such a bitch each day?
If only you would say.
Stale dead and rotting limp,
That was where we were together.
There was nothing left but,
I remained composed even after,
all that you put me through.
So try and come back to me.
Go ahead Just wait and see.
I've got a little surprise just
for you and all your fucked up
friends that talked bullshit.
Why you fucked everything I had?
I could never understand.
And why you destroyed me every day?
That was the only way?
What was wrong within your head?
I would never understand.
And why you were such a bitch each day?
If only you would say.
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10. |
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Please don't hate me.
You should just blame my parents.
They caused all that's wrong with me.
My mind's so gone,
But you should know by now that,
Your getting exactly what you see.
Don't blame me, It's MTV.
It causes my insanity.
Feel my pain, Feel my touch,
Just sit still, this wont hurt you much.
I didn't mean to,
cut off her circulation.
I thought she wanted me on top.
I wish she would,
make things a little more clearly.
I guess that's why she said to stop.
Don't blame me, It's MTV.
It causes my insanity.
Feel my pain, feel my touch.
Just sit still, this wont hurt you much.
I don't know why,
This should affect you so much.
It's not like you were here for me.
I would like to,
Take back all the bad things,
but then there would be nothing.
Don't blame me, It's MTV,
It causes my insanity.
Don't leave me, It's my TV.
If it was you I wouldn't leave.
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Evil Adam Jersey City
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