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Choose The Abuse

from The Jersey Devil by Evil Adam

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You can't take what doesn't exist,
my dignity and worth will never be missed.
They had no place here ever to be.
Neither one could exist here inside of me.
Try as you might to go and take,
the things I don't have but you wish to rape.
It's not my fault that you don't understand
I don't believe in myself, you, or any human.

Why must you treat me this way?
What else will happen today?
What could I possibly say,
That just might get you to stay?

The worse you make me feel
the more that I can see
the love is real this time.
Real in my mind.

Each time I hear you yell,
The feelings in my heart begin to swell.
I realize that when we fight,
It means our love grows stronger that night.
And with every beating I take,
I know even more that It's not a mistake.
I can tell you were meant for me,
By each of these scars, that's on my body.

Some think I'm crazy to stay,
But they don't see you all day.
You have to treat me this way,
Or else I might go astray.

The worse you make me feel
the more that I can see
the love is real this time.
Real in my mind.

I have to stay.

I know its wrong but I can't understand
How a person can be ruled by an abusive hand.
If you were loved you wouldn't get this,
Not unbearable pain, you should feel you're in bliss.
How can you think that they'll ever change,
6 years and 2 kids later and they still act the same.
What makes it worth all of this abuse,
Are you just stupid or do you deny the truth?

You don't have to stay.

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from The Jersey Devil, released July 29, 2022

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Evil Adam Jersey City

Evil Adam is a catchy metal-ish music project started by Rene Rosa and joined in by the best musicians and friends that would dare play the stuff live. The live act is on pause now, but new recordings are being released regularly.

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